Time to Redecorate
Back in the blogging glory years of the mid-2000's this was a lively, vibrant blog. I used this to bare my soul and flush all the shit out of my head that was sloshing around up there. I thought of it as Ex-Lax for the soul. With the social media advent of MySpace, and more recently FaceBook, this little blog was abandoned, although I get random comments from time to time about posts I remember very little of. It seems kind of sad when I think of these people visiting my vacant blog.
I've decided to come back. For a while anyway. I need to clean things up. I need to vacuum and dust, maybe move some furniture around and let my fung shui flow.
I've decided to write about a journey that I am taking soon. This journey I speak of will be the most important trek of my relatively young 40 years. While it is, in fact, a physical move; that is a change in latitude; it is also dependent entirely on a sea change in my attitude. Thankfully, I have already made strides to turn the tide.
In April of this year, I met someone who completely turned my universe inside out. It started off innocently enough, just a chat or an email on Facebook. Our relationship grew like a bright yellow sunflower. We thrived on each other's presense, laughed at each other's cornyness, and lusted after each other's flesh. I have never in my life experienced true love on so many different levels. She fullfills the spiritual, physical and emotional gaps that have plagued me most of my adult life. And as it would seem, I satisfy her needs, wants and desires as well. We are like two pieces of a puzzle, lost for years, but finally matched up together. We fit perfectly. So perfect it is scary.
In August, we met in person for the first time. It seems like a dream when I think about it. Those four days would define my life's path from that point on.
That path leads to her. At this point in my life, I am focused on being with her permenantly. I had the idea to use this blog as a daily motivator; to give me direction during the times when I feel that I am not accomplishing what I've set out for. More importantly, I want to look back at this, maybe a year from now, and read what steps I took to make such huge changes in my life, and to appreciate what and who I did it for.
Consider this day one of the quest.
I've decided to come back. For a while anyway. I need to clean things up. I need to vacuum and dust, maybe move some furniture around and let my fung shui flow.
I've decided to write about a journey that I am taking soon. This journey I speak of will be the most important trek of my relatively young 40 years. While it is, in fact, a physical move; that is a change in latitude; it is also dependent entirely on a sea change in my attitude. Thankfully, I have already made strides to turn the tide.
In April of this year, I met someone who completely turned my universe inside out. It started off innocently enough, just a chat or an email on Facebook. Our relationship grew like a bright yellow sunflower. We thrived on each other's presense, laughed at each other's cornyness, and lusted after each other's flesh. I have never in my life experienced true love on so many different levels. She fullfills the spiritual, physical and emotional gaps that have plagued me most of my adult life. And as it would seem, I satisfy her needs, wants and desires as well. We are like two pieces of a puzzle, lost for years, but finally matched up together. We fit perfectly. So perfect it is scary.
In August, we met in person for the first time. It seems like a dream when I think about it. Those four days would define my life's path from that point on.
That path leads to her. At this point in my life, I am focused on being with her permenantly. I had the idea to use this blog as a daily motivator; to give me direction during the times when I feel that I am not accomplishing what I've set out for. More importantly, I want to look back at this, maybe a year from now, and read what steps I took to make such huge changes in my life, and to appreciate what and who I did it for.
Consider this day one of the quest.
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